all these years, i had never really regretted anything. i always managed to let go of my past. i accepted that bad things happened, and all i could do was just let go of them. So i lived pretty happily until that time
i know it has been (almost) two weeks since i was released from the hospital but i still can not accept the fact that i had to miss a lot of important things during that time. Being sick for 9 days and being hospitalized for a week still seemed so wrong. It was not part of the plan and i was not prepared for it. There are just too many things i could have done if i had not been sick. okay, maybe God has something else in mind, but still, its just something i can not accept, yet.
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Hi my little sister. You must read this story. (the real one, indeed)
http://mtamrinh.blogspot.com/2008/08/menolak-marah-dan-menerima.html
Hopes you come up and run as fast as you can. =D
thank you, its good to know that there is someone that actually cares. maybe i was just over reacting to this and i shouldn't have posted it in the first place.
i read the article, its a good (and a long) one :)
"maybe i was just over reacting to this and i shouldn't have posted it in the first place."
Nope, that's the learn process in your life. Sometimes you have to 'expel' your emotion/problem. After that, you'll feel better.
PS: i always write about the problems/emotions (mostly about my self, haha) and i've learned alot that a human never survive alone. They need social interactions. (so many many comments from readers around the globe that i've accepted, and it makes me feel bettet although so many comments made me sad).
So, keep writing. Whatever you are thinking about. :D
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